And hear I come blazing again on fire from the hot rage
Got a domain name now and it's my name to know
No one else can know and no one else will know
Look through the curtains as the wind blows in the window
See me standing over a body with bloody hands
Woke up the next morning with a headache
Couldn't remember what I did the day before
Except for the note in my pants that said
"Guess what you just killed somebody"
How could I have let the demons loose
Unsolved murder front page on the internet
They're looking for me and they won't find me because it wasn't me
It was some monster that my therapists says is a character created by introspective thinking
I had to be mean I had to be ruthless because nobody loved me
I was alone as a little kid so now I sit here a rabble rouser
Making music for kids that just don't give a fuck about breathing in and out
And now you will see what it's like when the words just flow straight
So now all I want to do is blow up the world with me in it
Bobbing my head up and down with a grimace on my face because it hurts but I still fucking love it
So here I come guns blazing being the gangster your mother warned you would come
When you showed too much skin at a club attracting the wrong kind of attention
I am the devil made in the image of every evil thing that world loved and called good
As they threw it on their children calling it love but the sex was more like rape and molestation
Put me in a room with the thugs that did those things to the next generation
I was once one of those kids that cried from remorse because I hated everything about me
Now I love the heat that flies off me when I'm a rage and I'm grabbing my hair and tearing it out
I swear I can't take a shit it's all I think about and that is getting my revenge
Vengeance is mine and today I am the God made to look man made
Put the weapon in my hand and let me spray and pray and cry out for forgiveness
But not really caring if I get it or not because I want to be in hell with my enemies
Giving them more hell as they sit in flames being tortured all trying to get away from me
How did this get here
How far we've gotten from the beginning
You see how the mind gets when the focus of hate takes over
Man this has taken on a persona all its own and I'm not ready to pay for it
Let me steal what is needed to be kind of the world
Fuck that just let me be Al Capone
Sifilis tearing apart my mind maybe then I won't be able to think back on my past
I don't want to be the cage for the monsters to live in anymore
Yet here they come running down the street jumping out of strange clouds
I am the beast and I'm here to stay but damn I hate this life
Make me your enemy so you and I can tear it all apart
For fucks sake give me a break I wish for once I could write something nice
But that's not me and everyone knows that
Peace out it's too late to get all this emotion fired up
Monday, February 24, 2014
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