The Words I Could Never Say

I fucking hate the way you speak to me
All I do is defend you and you shit on me
How dare you stand against me
After all I've done
You take a tone with an attitude
There are days you deserve to be slapped down
It's no wonder why your kind were so despised
Looked down upon and made to serve
Cook and clean it's all you're good for
Forced to be ridden like animals
It's not wonder you were not allowed to speak
You don't fucking think as you start to fucking speak your piece
Saying I don't love you and I don't care
I bend over backwards for you bitch
And this is how you repay me
I ought to punch you in the throat
Then we'll see who has the last word
You want to call it off on a technicality
Well go for it because I'm tired of your shit
I've given you my heart and this is what you do
Run back to your mother bitch and you'll see
The cunt never wanted you anyway
You've so soon forgotten what it was like
When she used to drag you by the hair across the floor
You forgot the nights of terror as mommy and daddy traded blows
Trying to kill each other they put you in the middle of it
I was there to save you and you think I've done nothing
You want me to be a perfect prince but you don't seem to remember
I am a murderer washed clean to come in the house
But the blood on my hands will never disappear
The voices of my victims still cry out from beneath my skin
And you think that that just all goes away so quick
Watch your mouth with me little girl
Or your teeth might come up missing
I love you but I swear to God deadly force might be involved
In order to silence you so I can think for one fucking secound
I hate they way you treat me
Always turning away
But when I go and say a word you march out with armies of vicious words
Well if that's the way it's gonna be then I think what is really in order
Is a backhand to the face of the bitch who can't keep her fucking emotions under wrap
Being seen and not heard is sounding more and more like a good idea
So don't temp me or I'll break you and in the place that will always hurt
I'll crush your fucking heart just say the word