Crazy Lady (Rated R)

Just as I was about to hit the hay I hear a beep on the phone
Look at the screen and see that it was you
A blast from my past that I wouldn't hesitate to blast
What part of I fucking hate you do you not understand?
Leave me and just raise that little fucked up baby
Fear and dread are the first things to fill my head
I have to text my lovey and tell her what's happening
Love it so much when she tells me she'll never get through her
Gets me going when I see her pick up the pipe of violence
Toke on that kiddies and learn that murder solves everything
Crazy fucking lady how is it you lay low for so long,
Then suddenly when I'm seeking help you come back
Fucking my life up even worse then it was before
Tossing and turning remembering the words that you still care for me
There is no fucking way bitch that you care
The way you left me then try to come back all crying
My beef will never be eaten that I hold against you
Forgiveness seems to have vanished from my vocabulary
When it comes to you I'm glad you're so far away
Because by now I might have burnt down your house
Taken back what was rightfully mine by beating it out of you
Sodomizing you for the sake of holding on to the pride
Telling all my friends that you moaned like a whore as I ravaged you
Nothing good is in you and you think that you can handle a little girl?
Get the fuck out of here with all that shit
Talking about that you are always praying for me
How could that be when I've been praying for years to forget the memories?
That I could go back in time and erase the day I first met you
I learned so much in that time but all of it was bad
Turning a sweet little boy into the enemy of everything
Just kidding I was always a little hellion you just added to it
No one in history has ever made me want to cuss and cut off heads like you
You burned me down to the bone and I held on everyday for you
Fucking felons and officers behind my back
Telling me at home that night that I was the one as well as the problem
That I loved you too well, well fuck it get the fuck out of here
So much better off without you
Finally I don't see you sneaking up behind me
Or driving up next to me on the freeway following me home
Trying to digest me like you could understand the murderer who lives inside me
You couldn't even get your own emotions together
How the hell are you going to figure out mine?
I rue the day I met you so much so that I sometimes wish I was never born
Just so that I didn't have to spend 3 and a half years wasting into shit stains
See the anger that builds up?
See how you mix two toxic ingredients to send me into blast off mode?
Just once I'd like to knock some sense into you
A blow to the jaw that puts you in a coma
Bitch don't ever put my name in your mouth again
What's done is done and we will never be friends
But for the sake of sanity I'll keep this all to myself
I'll just unload it on this page so hot the screen begins to melt
Fuck you bitch get the fuck away from me and don't look back
Or I swear on my ruined life that there will be a bullet hitting between your eyes
That's the end of the story no more no less
Go back to what you know best
Fucking up your own life and only thinking about yourself!