Hit List

So you sit and ask who it is I want to murder
The scroll unfolds and the names are read off
You forget that I'm two different men that have been sewn together
One is bad and one is evil
Yet you have the gall to tell me that there is good in me?
I hate both parts of me ever since I became a devilish gangster
Like Gotti told his daughter that killing was just part of his business
This is my job to load weapons and sharpen knives
Now who makes the list?
And does righteousness hold a grip on my selection?
First is all those who hurt me
Those who get in my way and slow me down
Everyone that spoke curses over my life
All the fuckers that tried to end me
Hurt someone I love you just made the cut
The list is so long
Going on and on new names added everyday
But the deaths that you think you will die
Are nothing compared to what I hold for you
You'll be wishing to go out in the worst way in your own mind
Because the torture that I hold for you
Puts you in a position that you could never conceive of
What I want to do is not only hurt you
But everyone that you love and ever held closely
This is the nature of the serial killer that lives in me
Pulling your children out of your arms are forcing your eyes open as I slit their throats
With rusty blades I have to slice
Cutting through the flesh until it gets stuck in the bones
Air mixing with blood forcing gurgling sounds out
Masked by your screams I don't really care because now you glimpsed the real me
The shadows pull back to show the truth cast out of a block of darkness
I would rape your wife with a chainsaw just to give you a pinch of my pain
Seeing blood boil and tears mix with the dirt I kicked in your face
Before you go out you will become my slave so you will know what real remorse and guilt is
Nothing is easy in life and death is no different
Yours will be so difficult that there will be no traces of you ever existing
Loyal to no one but myself but the promise will always remain
When you beat the little boy who grew up black and blue
You will know that pain only that it will be immensely worse