The clock ticks as I see it walking past
Ringing the tunes of the dead
Dread fills the room where that young boy sleeps
Awakened in cold sweat and he's quick to think
Be sure you aren't dead for the funeral bells now ring
This isn't a dream this is more real then anything
So much thought goes back to that day
The reason I live with the fear
Looming infanticide creeps into my mind
A grown man trapped in fetal doom
Alone on the floor the cold wind sweeps over
The choice was made for me and I drank the glass
Filled to the brim with pesticides
Killing the seeds of holiness
My righteousness was filled in flesh first appetites
Striving for perfection I sought the witch
Eat of the apple and the pain stops
But it was a lie and one I will never forget
Satanic signs are now placed over my life
A curse with no romance to break it's chains
Drag on the course of this life
Into what once was dim I see for truth
Pits of burning sulfur rise with ash on black wings
One more breath and I'll try to escape
I wish I could go home again
But there is no returning to where pain was birthed
I am the ejaculant of demons into resentment
Remember when I cried out for my life?
Nothing has changed since those days
The plant was cut but the roots stayed intact
Forming up above neglected soil the harvest will soon be ready
All because of what I choose oh so long ago
I made my home be my gallows
Time is running out and line is soon approaching
When I step across it will all be over
Will there be enough time to save me,
Or will I be forced to stay as this monster forever?
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