Wishes

Wish one is this
I want to be set free from my memories
Gaining all the experience without all the consequences
A total erase of my mind
So when I looked at myself I wouldn't only see mistakes
My past is such a mess and I've climbed out of the garbage
Only to find that the mound of the future is worse
Like a looming Everest there is no crossing for it's always winter
I want to be different with a new sense of self
Leaving that weak little boy to finally fend for himself
Wish number two is this
I wish that I had so much money that it was ridiculous
That the word millions meant nothing
And it wasn't until you got into the high billions that my ears perked up
Counting cash and hording it all to myself
Spending it on whatever I wanted especially on the ones I love
Always giving out and never asking for me
Like I had so much that if you stacked it you would never see the floor
Wish three goes as seen
I long for the day that I can make my love mine
I want her next to me everyday
Living like a queen in the luxury that she deserves
Away from her psycho parents
It would take more then just repenting to bring them back around
All I want is to live married in peace
Finally one last wish to make the list complete
I want to be leader of the world
With all the power of God
To strike down my enemies with furry
And to grant justice on the weak
Not acting as a hero but just a well prepared by stander
I don't even want to be seen or known
I just want to do what's right so that justice is finally brought
Would I kill for even just one of these you better believe it
But for them all I would give me entire soul
Just to have a few years of peace and harmony means the world to me
Yet now as I sit and think about it
My real wish is that I was never born so that I would know absolutely nothing at all