Saturday, November 23, 2013

Peel Back The Flesh

Expose to the light what was so long lost
Do you want to know the dreams I hold in the night?
Cast out of the mouth of the ones who dared to kiss me
Who held me as an infant and dropped me off the cliff
To everyone that said I wouldn't amount to much
That cast me off like a leaper
There are no words for the hate I hold inside
I become another person when I think of you
The pain that you left me with
The struggle that took place after you left
Poor and hungry left to suffer and die
Saying that there was no longer a place for me
Kicked out of the good graces of people I was made to grovel before
I was your son, the heir of all your dominion
Yet you treated me like dirt and at worst like I was gonna fuck your wife
How dare you treat me like I was anything less than the best of you
So if you really want to see what I am underneath
Prepare yourself to feast on the imagery
I am the motherfucking devil
Sent to destroy you
All of you
To burn the world down and be the enemy I was born to be
I want to piss on the ashes and leave nothing left
Bring your women into my room and I'll slice out their tongues
No you will never be able to talk back
I will reach in with bare hands and rip out vocal chords
There will be no sound when I ravage you over and over again
And when I've had my fill of you
I'll throw you out into the oblivion of the new eternal night
The sun won't shine when I reign on high
I'll have it brought down and destroyed
Give me your children so I may show them love
Just before I break them over my knee and eat their entrails
They will know the face of death the face I wear forged in fire and ice
Keep peeling the darkness goes deeper
Let me sodomize the celestial beings that fire my fall
I've covered the bodies of the dead in gasoline
And you'll be disposing of my garbage   
This is my world and the one I dream of
The one I will make as soon as you step forward
Admit you were wrong and tell me you were sorry
I'll play the judge and jury before I break your fucking neck
Let me proclaim from the highest mountain top that today I have become God
Eliminating the ones that made me and remaking myself in the image of all that is wrong
Hate is just the tip of the trident that I shove through your heart
I despise the world, everything in all of creation
Let the cosmos fall and let me rule over the void of nothingness
Death comes on swift wings from above and I'm the one who fashioned the bombs
The power of death is mine and I so badly want to use it
Be afraid creation and tremble before me
No one is safe
I've just left myself out of the cage
The first victim was myself

The Cage

It was an unrepentant day
The sky was dark and I listened to the rain
Pounding down drip by drip
Falling to the ground like drops of blood
Each one hit like a bomb in my ears
War drums on the front lines for my life
I couldn't imagine the world I had made
Where I handed over my power to the goblins
The ones who once hung on my wall like trophies
Ready to devour me on command
I held them at bay for just the right day
Using them only when the time was right
Knowing when they came I would be lost to daylight
The bridge was burned and the chains erased
I wanted nothing with them when I saw the fright
Hurt endangering the one that I loved
So there they were lift
Hung by the neck the noose collecting dust
The silence increased as they withered
Voices which cried to rip my enemies apart grew faint
Yet when the rage turned red with white hot heat
I turned back to notice they were much more than pillars of salt
Filled with the power of the past
The forms grew ever so much more than shadows
Now the cage was formed
Hanging their avatars on my belt to remind me what I left in the past
My power to steal kill and destroy all that stood against my intent
Tugging on my chest like the pain from heartbreak
Tools are what they became
Used in times of trial
Brought to life by the curses of my mouth
They lay in wait ready to be cast when the time is right
I am not my monsters but they do become me
Stare at the face of the fearsome and a haunting image glares back
It was me on the wall for all those years
I am still the murderer underneath the covers of my indulgent life