Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Daredevil

Daredevil, the art in prime time to understand the dilemma
Babies crying and mothers dying and all in a day when she was older than my brother
Free exposure to pleasure but without responsibility
Never took the time for explanation in the form of simple gestures
Life lived through the mind of a man caged and now that he's out you want compassion?
Where does it stem from, the root of a man plucked from the ground only a sapling?
How do I know the difference between innuendo and the liar dressed incognito?
Paint the scene on the glass and let the light push past until retinas burn like incinerated garbage  
Systematic extinction through execution over time the truth become satire and we laugh
But I had to fight my way through the maze and mirage just to be able to set foot outside
And you laughed and pointed and told me it was unfair and that I had to believe but I want nothing of that
I am that man born blind and when asked whose sin caused the disease it was foretold that it was mine
Yet not from the past or even from the future
It was destined in eternity past that I would be brought down with the teeth and claws of the underworld
Only to be spit back up and embrace my calling as the assassin of God
Given two hands to fight with no one could have seen that the hottest fire came from my tongue
Muay thai style I used feet and elbows with falling knees to end the progression of lies that were spoken
I am not a violent man by any means but in times like these,
It's kill or be killed and judgement implies all and I mean everything
Step to me wrong or look at me wrong your face is in the pavement and I'll never be wrong
Canvas smeared like a preteen on her first cycle
Point blank the gun goes off and your life is over the line stops on the period dot
I had to be courageous just to take a look over the edge
Now I fly through night skies in dreams of realities I made up for myself
Seeing all things when I used to only see oblivion
My end and your end left to rot in the ground with worms and goblins
Take to the streets in the darkest corners of my mind and light it all on fire
Revolt and take back what is mine and claim it as ours and raise the victory banner high
Up and up we go and where we stop only the mind can know
The end of the universe the words still echo that say we are loved
But here we just rely on the spinning of this distorted orbit to feel our way through
Take the chance and redeem the plan and when it all looks good tear it down and do it again
Pleasure in the face that my perfection is keeping this city sane
Though will my bane become the fact that I can't get past the boundaries I set to keep my life in check?
I am who I am and that's all that I am but I must be who I see in the dark with closed eyes
A revolutionary on the streets with dark buildings shooting up all around
Terrorized by shooters all around in the hollows that are found from the missing pieces of childhood
It doesn't make sense but I see so clearly that there is no sense to be had
I run with a hooded cloak and bandana around my mouth through the night with Molotov gripped tight
Moral decay in exchange for the voices to be shut out, how can I survive these nights in anguish and heat?
Becoming the thing that I never thought I could see take shape
The art of murder for self preservation, becoming the Daredevil to leave the past behind
It is the end of it all and to that I sit with a smile, lean back and say goodnight

Monday, March 10, 2014

Dios del Sol

I hold to the hope that this dream comes forth
Behind my eyes lies a world that I wish all could see
Maybe then all those that decided that they could fuck with me would know
They picked the wrong man, the wrong time, and the unwisest of ploys
I am the death that comes on swift wings
To rape the life from you as you have entered the world of my visions
Wings spread wide to lock out the light as you sit sweltering under my wrath
I burn with a deep desire for revenge
That you will be lit at the stake of my vengeance alive
I hope to see you fucking die
But not before I crush the life out of you as your throat rest beneath my heel
In this place I make the rules
Down here I'm God
I will be the one who causes the sun to rise and set
And in this world there is no sun because I am the light-harbinger
The keys of death and Hyades are hung on my belt
You will burn under me and there is no escaping
Blackened buildings fill the skyline
My visions involve smoke and debris but no cries to be heard  
The land is quiet for all voices have been silenced
I stand atop the mountains and look down at my devastation
My rays reach the the ground and bounce to the clouds
But only to enhance the blood on the ground and the darkness in my heart
The heat is so extreme but the cold is deafening
Contrast formed in the depths of the crucible that was my inner turmoil
Sword and shield became as much a part of me as my own beating heart
And the blood pumped through iron veins turned black from the poison I injected
All so that the rage that you now have seen could be brought out in epic theatrics
Dig deep as you will only find relief six feet from the surface you once made your dwelling place
Smell the disease that you caused when you let forth the beast
The world has spawned a sickness and I am the cure
Born into the darkness which the most vile have only adopted but alas it has always been mine
Black hole sun burns the ground to nothing and to nothing it will all go
Dark days are ahead my friends
Come into the light of destiny and hold close the facts
I am the god of the sun and there is no turning back

Cold Heart Filled With Hate

Look into the eyes of the dead one
Sit across from the devil and never even know it
Horns not of the head but of the mouth
Yet the fangs and claws could never disappear so quick
From the blackness I came, and you think that goes away?
I grabbed all who stood against me and devoured
And you sit and wonder how I come off as cold
What would you rather have,
The heat of rage baring down on you like hell flipped upside down
Or the cold that can look you dead in the eyes and steal your soul?
Sever your tongue if you think that you can speak against me
Lie after lie now you lay down in a grave covered in lye
Burn for me and tell me that the freedom I've found has come so easy
Without pain or blood or regret or responsibility
I arose from ashes of a burning childhood to find my relief
I took hold of the horns of Satan and made them my own
I became the conqueror that bares witness to the fact that war is hell
And I am the god of war that descends on you with a thousand nations of the damned
Call up your best men at arms and let them look upon their future
Swords clashing in the heavenly realms tell the story that I have come for blood
My have the tides turned now that they run red
Break the seal and the cycle and release the dead to consume the living
Let me lead them as their general in disarray and demise
I have filled this heart with hate to make it a stone
In order that I will never go back to being that child
That had it ripped out and stepped on
Told I was nothing and spit on and made to believe
That my ship had sailed and I was left alone
And raised alone I took up the cauldron of war
Becoming a child of the dark and a student of its deeds
I believed that I was a monster so the monster is what I have become
You spoil the undeserving and the sons of kings are left to starve
Well I won't have that not as long as I have breath in these lungs
I will not have my soul returned to ruin after it took me years to climb out of that grave
Now I hold the keys of power and I bring the pain
So tell me again why people don't like me and fancy me cold and removed
Tell me again the excuse they use for looking once and assuming they know
Have they been at the gates of hell and brought back to life to have it all melt away?
How can they judge the one who has faced judgement and fought it back to win
To roll the stone away and come out of the grave in a power that came from above
How the fuck do they think they know me and tell me why it matters
I will shit on the graves of all mankind if only just to make me feel better
I live for me now and no one else will take it
I've had the life smashed out of me before and no one will ever get to take it again
I have filled this heart with cold hard death and its no wonder my face is harsh
Let me spew my filth into the ears of them who have them to hear
Breaking the hearts of generations to come with my story
Don't ever tell me what they think of me because they'll only turn up dead
And by my hand or by my curse it doesn't matter because I'll send them all straight to hell